I am tired. I no longer feel like doing anything. I plan stuff and it gets changed. I learn things that have no relevance. Nobody cares to listen or talk with any depth of feeling.. People hating each other for no reason. I work hard trying to do money the right way but, what does that get me? Die with a good credit score? "If you lose your why, you lose your way." I am losing my way cause I just can't understand the why. None of this is making any sense anymore.